ek oss ki bund jise chhune ki kosish maine ki

Tu jo ayi zindagi me meri,
zindagi k mayne badal gaye,
wo khushi to tujhse do din me mili,
ham saare gham bhool gaye.

tujhse dur hoke ab kuchh yun lagti hai tu,
jaise ek oss ki boond jise chhune ki koshis maine ki.

teri wo pehli jhalak utari jo meri ankhon me,
masumiat baras rahi thi jaise chehre se tere
saadgi me lipti hui tu, simti hui khudki anchal me,
chhuptey se,muskuratey hue wo labb tere,

tujhse dur hoke ab kuchh yun lagti hai tu,
jaise ek oss ki oound jise chhune ki kosish maine ki.

I m still waiting for u my love, still waiting only for u.

I m still waiting for u my love, still waiting only for u.

 Not a single letter not a single glimpse since a long time,

I always tried to figure out where have u lost.

leaving me midst of this useless beings n leaving my heart to bleed,

u have left my feelings to be nothing more than frost.

 I m still waiting for u my love, still waiting only for u.

Years have passed,

have gone through numerous days and nights.

but not a single day or a single night,
wen I didn’t think of u, wen u were nt in my sight.

I m still waiting for u my love, still waiting only for u.

 I must have whispered something,

 I  must have cried wid pain.

maybe u did not hear that,

but on that thought my nights daily rain.

I m still waiting for u my love, still waiting only for u.

How can u do this to me,

did nothing stop ur hand wen u tried to take it off mine?

the day u left my hand fall down like a dead log,

its still unable to hold anyone else, still not fine.

I m still waiting for u my love, still waiting only for u.

I m lying on the bed with spikes of ur thought,

 I have been in pain since u left,

It would be freaky waiting for u anymore,

But for a slightest chance of being it true I will wait till my last breath.

I m still waiting for u my love, still waiting only for u.

why can't i enjoy the world as they do....

Every day when the sun rises

Every time the morning breeze makes the world so fresh

Every time I see the twigs waving me good morning

Every time it spreads its fans to feel the fresh air

This thought makes me upset and I envy all of them

Why can’t I enjoy the world as they do??

Every morning when the birds start chirping in joy

With the sun's first ray of light

Everyday morning when the birds fly off their nests

To live another part of their life

This thought ponders my mind n makes me think for a while

Why can’t I enjoy the world as they do?

With the burning sun over the head

Trees giving shade n shelter to creatures

How can they feel so satisfied with the circumstances?

How can they still seem like enjoying the life?

Still working out to bear new flowers n fruits

It always makes me think for a while

Why can’t I enjoy the life as they do??

As dusk arrives and the sun slowly moves towards the horizon

Twigs again feeling relaxed and satisfied with their day

Birds flying back to the nest as if talking to each other

How much they enjoyed the life they had n they thank God for it

Trees and plants with dropped flowers and some lost fruits

Still so satisfied and contented with their life

It always made me upset and I envy all of them

Why can’t I enjoy the life as they do??

"ITS BIG TIME SINCE I AM WAITING FOR YOU"

its big time since i m waiting 4 u.

please come 2 me now,

u r m y dreamgirl who always came in my dreams,

n kept me in hallusination even during days,

its testing my patience now,

its big time since i m waiting 4 u.

i was always happy with my loneliness,

that 1 day u will come 2 fill the gaps between my fingers,

i even enjoyed the warmth of my tears,

as if u r on ur way 2 hug me n say i hve come dear,

its big time since i m waiting 4 u.

i never tried to taste the morning dew,

thinking that 1ce u come u ll quench my thirst 4 lifetime,

my quest 4 true love is still undiscovered,

it feels as if u r so near to me,

its big time since i m waiting 4 u.

sorry dear if u have found me,

n if u r waiting 4 me 2 approach,

coz i dnt hve the guts 2 do that,

as i more than i want to have u i fear losing u,

its big time since i m waiting 4 u.

radiatelove.........

u r a fairy on earth

ur eyes sparkling n mesmerising

ur hair like black cascade

ur lips petals wet wid dew

ur face shining with radiance of feminity

u r a fairy on earth

ur voice may ashame the nightingale

ur walk freezes the time around

ur smile gives me a reson to smile 

ur sad face makes the world not a better place

u r a fairy on earth

ur presence make the days more bright

ur glipse at night is like of the silver moon

ur eyes on me makes me the smartest guy

ur touch as if u have touched my heart

u r a fairy on earth

this was a relationships poems by me..(radiate love)

"THAT STRANGER GIRL"

neither i had the guts to speak out

nor did she say something

i was just sitting relaxed lost in thoughts

not bothered about the world walking around

suddenly something made me look ahead

n at my glaance was a girl

neither i had the guts to speak out

nor did she say something

was it a coincidence or something destined

that our sight met at the same instance

many people pass by every minute unnoticed

but she i felt something holding my eyes on her

neither i had the guts to speak out

nor did she say something

i tried to distract myself

but cudnt do it for long

turned again towads her

and was confused as her eyes were still on me

neither i had the guts to speak out

nor did she say something

in a casual tshirt with a jeans n  slipppers

she looked so simple yet so stylish

beauty had a new meaning for me

it was like personality which need not any grooming

neither i had the guts to speak out

nor did she say something

in her simplest clothes she was so fashionable

with her innocent talks she was so confident

she was the real my type of a girl

her bringing up was shining with her attitude

neither i had the guts to speak out

nor did she say something

radiatelove..................

"FOR BAUWA"

bauwa u r so sweet

i m elder to u

but u care for me like i m a baby

i sometimes get rude with u

but dealing with my bad mood is like ur hobby

bauwa u r so sweet

u know me so well

that i thnk u knw me better than me

wenever i m in a sad mood n i look around

it feels as if u r near me

bauwa u r so sweet

ur chu chu wala juta

or ur ur fav baloons

i will for sure get it for u

to make u look even more like toons

bauwa u r so sweet

me saying u pugu pugu

n ur innocent laugh on it

makes me so happy bauwa

n i can just die for it

bauwa u r so sweet

wenever i am in a bright mood

i dont call u i confess

but at my bad times

u r the only one to lessen my stress

bauwa u r so sweet

for who dont knw what bauwa means (she is my so called sister no blood relation bt i love her so dearly.. my sweet sis jyoti)

bauwa aur likhna hai.... avi adhura hai....ok